It feels like dying

I should have seen this coming
It was written in his looks, in his gestures
It was written in his manner
It was written in the sky
And now it feels like dying.

I keep wondering
But can't find any answer
And I shiver and can't stop.
Tears and sobbings are washing me up
But they can't take the pain away
And it feels like dying.

I burst into tears, disappearing
It's shaking my whole body
Starting in my belly and spreading everywhere
Till the end of my fingers
Till the end of my toes
My head is burning
And it feels like dying, it feels like dying.