Lust for love

I give myself entirely,

Give it up and give it down,

Until there's nothing left but its shadow,

Shadow of myself covering you,

Covering me,

Burrying me.

It seems like you're crying now,

Or maybe it's just my old self

Who's starving to death,

Agonizing

Like a plant you forgot to water,

Like a chick you forgot to warm up.

Yet I am searching for 

Hope in my heart, peace in my mind,

Aching  for your priceless company.

And here we are now,

Standing in the shadows of huge trees

Whose big black leaves are hiding you from me,

Are hiding me from you,

And it seems like you’re disappering

- Or is it just me who’s fading away?

I don't quite know for sure

Who I am, who we are.

Every single thought of mine

Has been taking away,

And replaced by the  feeling 

Of overwhelming emptiness. 

Yet I am searching for

Hope in my heart, peace in my mind,

Aching  for your priceless company.

Don't give yourself up.

Know where you're standing from,

Learn to befriend your weakness and grow your strength,

Learn to quiet your worries and keep your love alive, 

Is what my mother should have said.

You got to find that place 

Where you can warm and rest.

Go find that spot  in your soul,

Don't make it a hole 

But a comfortable nest,

Don't make it a desert

But a flowery shelter.

Be careful of the dark,

Don't light your candle in the wind,

Yet keep it shining, not afraid to go ahead

Yet keep it lighting, not afraid to blind darkness,

Is what my mother should have said.

Let grow your heart

Rather than giving it away,

For just as a waterflower

Lightly floating on the surface,

It needs its roots to survive.

Let its beauty be admired,

Let its perfume blossom .

Don't run away from your sweet home

To find shelter in a ruined mansion

Don't let weeds grow in your garden

To go get lost in the woods,

Is what my mother should have said.

Yet I am searching for 

Hope in my heart, peace in my mind,

Aching  for your priceless company.

Go find yourself

Not in myself

Go find your heart

But not in mine.

Beauty will be the guide

You'll follow, just remember

Never to fade away.

Don't be afraid of renewing, 

Don't be ashamed to keep trying,

There are no failures, only failed attempts,

There is no destruction, only construction,

Is what my mother should have said.

Yet I am searching for

Hope in my heart, peace in my mind,

Aching  for your priceless company.